arghz.
The most dreaded event is coming once again - Range (which sets me in a rage). Whenever i put on my helmet, my already 'depreciated' intelligence will continue to slide down the scale and my ever slow movement will be made worst. Let alone asking me to aim and shoot. I've been tagged as a 'bobo shooter' since BMT and i really feel bad about it. After each shoot, others get to rest. But for me, i had to go through the hassle of drawing ammos and fight it out with the target board, again. This stigma was made worse when i'm the chamber specialist (need to guide others how to shoot) but my name was being called out for the re-shoot detail. The feeling of guiding someone something you're not confident in is simply fxxxup. I've tried my best in all the ranges but suffice it to say, inadequate. Shucks, combat shoot 1 next week and i'm not feeling good about it. Miracles do happen and i hope to receive its good karma next week.
Fish bait
AHM finally over. If not for the finisher medal which equates to 1 more day off, i think you'll find more people walking (me included) and going home after noon is a possibility. In medal we trust ! The female runners were good, their endurance and determination really spurred me on and definately surpassed what i possessed. Whenever they ran past me, a moment of disappointment clouded in me. I've re-affirmed how weak i am and i should feel ashamed about it. Time to work hard and train up.
Arghh... I want to watch "March of the Penguins" ! Nobody seems to like documentary film. Triste empereur....
hmmm...
Not so good ehh ? So odd, is it because of the tyrant ?
Yet again ....
This time round, it turned out to more aggressive. Blood was inevitable. Serious itch and misery :(
zzz
"Specs are just super pioneer", i fully support the casual remark made by the guard. Pioneers can give up but specialists can't. Specialists shouldn't be called "COMMANDERS", they should be called first-class man. Specialists do the same things as their man, only to get fcuked if something goes wrong....lalalalala...
